As it turned out I came back to look for more information from time to time, and I looked up the debates on certain fora as well to see if any of those I had been debating had posted anything new that might be interesting. So … interesting how?, if I thought I already knew what there was to know of interest, why expect that anything interesting could come up? To be honest I think it wasn’t as much about intellectual understanding anymore (and in part it never was), I was looking for something else that has to do with “emotions”, with feelings … and perhaps feelings of the type that some describe as “trhills”.
‘Thrills’ is a downgrading word in this context; it describes a type of person who have no depth, and that is what it is … on the surface.
But to me it is a lot more, it is a portal to a Wider Reality, or to what some call Religious Experience. I will write more on this topic later.